Showing posts with label evaluation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label evaluation. Show all posts

Monday, January 9, 2012

on Over Analyzing.

In order to properly function in the course of our day-to-day lives, it is imperative that we analyze the various stimuli encountered therein. This is a fairly obvious concept. When we make a note that a friend is sad or keeping a secret, we know these things from the various social cues that we pick up from observing the world around us. The human ability to translate passing subtleties into informative notions about our external surroundings is truly a remarkable trait. We spend so much of our time processing every parcel of new sensory information that often times we fall victim to the pitfalls of over analyzation. This intricate abnormality in the way in which human beings interact to the world around them is in and of itself both fascinating and troubling.

Over analyzation can manifest in any number of suitably distinct ways. Most often, we over analyze when fixated on an idea or thought. The way in which one goes through a day while simultaneously and subconsciously processing every stimulus presented is almost without notice. Our brains allow us to operate routinely, often without our own realization. This allows us to function in a social setting in a manner that is appropriate to both our own means and the expectations of others without wasting half of our time in figuring it all out. Fixation occurs when an idea, conclusion, or thought does not 'fit' within the constraints of our regular, subconscious processing. Once this has occurred, we begin to actively assess the idea over and over until our conscious minds can produce a satisfying explanation that sates the part of us that finds fault with it.

The trick, if there is such a thing, is that oftentimes the things we perceive as commonplace do not hold up to rigorous scrutiny or 'logical' deduction. Take the idea of a friend that is sad. How do we know he is sad? Perhaps his face looks sad. What looks sad about his face? His eyebrows are arched and his mouth is frowning. Why are those looks associated with being sad? Most sad people have this face. What if that is just how his face normally looks? This is just a small example of the complex logic chain involved with deducing very common things. Obviously, we do not go through such a strenuous investigation every time we encounter something. Our brains use 'shortcuts' -- workarounds that allow us to get from the proverbial Point A all the way to Point Z without ever having to consider Points B through Y. Over analyzation occurs when we need to reach Point C, and along the way from A we somehow invent not only Point B, but D, E, and F as well.

The problem lies in the subjective brain. Deducing contextual clues to reveal an understood truth requires logical links between greater social concepts, reality, and assumed plausibilities. The subjective brain, unfortunately for us, is only truly certain of the third [Author's Note: I've made a case for reality before -- Link!]. Reality and social concepts or norms are both equally important in processing, but for this discussion are irrelevant as they exist (albeit arguably) outside of the subjectivity of the individual. Assumed plausibilities are what we subjectively know to be true based on all of our previous experience in analyzing our surroundings. For instance, we know that if we insult someone, they will most likely get very mad at us. In maneuvering from the conceptual Point A to whatever conclusion it is that our minds reach, we rely on assumed plausibility for our navigation. It is important to remember that 'plausible' does not equal 'certain'. We can only guess at the reactions of a world outside of our own heads, and those guesses will vary as wildly as there are people on the planet. Over analyzation is the product of this: our brains making logical connections that may not or do not exist and the struggle with the conclusions that we reach based on them.

Of course the real dilemma is not the 'why' or 'how' of over analyzing the situations we experience; it's the 'what to do'. Some obsess about every word and action; every perceived slight or hidden meaning. These people find it hard to take anything at face value. Others simply take everything they perceive exactly as it is. These people are often labeled as 'gullible' or 'ignorant'. Each has its advantages. The former often sees the world shrewdly, and avoids the various complexities of assumption. The latter is often free of the constraints of being burdened with the knowledge that what one sees is not always what is true. Perhaps the real truth is that there is no easy solution when we find ourselves over analyzing something. To rely on basic presumptions can be almost foolish, while always presuming that things are not what they seem is equally so. Maybe we are all best served when acting according to instinct. Over analyzation is simply our instinctual reaction to that which we suspect is not simple. In the end it is best to believe in ourselves throughout, because it is true what many people say: When you believe in nothing, you will fall for anything.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

28 x 28: February Twenty-Seven

And so we reach the penultimate entry in what has been a sometimes inspiring, and sometimes daunting assignment. I am not fully sure what my aim was at the beginning of February when I decided it would be a good idea to post some item of worth every day for 28 days. To be completely honest, I suppose I didn't consider the implications and creative devotion it would take to keep a blog without a definitive subject updated for a whole month. While I can say that the first week and half were relatively easy to come up with an inspiring endeavor to share, as days marched on I found myself actually notably distracted throughout my day with the thought of having to produce some kind of content. The most important guideline I have followed when it comes to For Your Inconsiderations has been that I would only post something I saw a thread of merit in. Because of this self-imposed editing, one could easily note the frequency (or lack thereof) of my postings before February 2010. This is to say nothing of the handful of half realized articles I have backlogged that may or may not ever be finished that have never been posted.

For all of the complications that arose though, I admit that I found myself driven to find worthwhile things to post in a way I haven't previously been before. Many of the black and white photo shoots I found myself on were a direct result of my desire to share something of true artistic merit that people could enjoy regardless of their relationship to me. The abstract drawing from early in the process was a completely new adventure for me and I learned a lot. I'm also pretty proud of some of the short form writing I did. The haiku's were a lot of fun, and the stream of consciousness writing experiment was one of the most thematically rewarding things I've ever written.

I also learned a few lessons when I look back at the final product. Due to time constraints and general lack of ideas, 28 x 28 ended up being a lot more of a photoblog than I had intended. On the one hand, this was enjoyable because I've always longed to further explore photography. I hope to continue this exploration more privately in the future. Surely, there are much better photoblogs out there and I told myself when beginning this blog that it would not be a copycat of ideas I had gleaned other places. I also learned from this experiment that I identify myself much more artistically than I previously thought. Most to all of the entries this month have been some kind of creative expression. Writing, art, and photography. I had not completely expected this at the outset of the process, but I am happy nonetheless.

Through it all, 28 x 28 has done a few things for me moving forward. First, I have found myself with a drive to seek out new and interesting things to share specifically in the interest of sharing them. I am hopeful that this motivation will stay as strong as it has been without the impetus of the obligations of posting once a day. Second, I find myself inspired to go out and see the world in a greater capacity than I have considered before. I use 'see the world' as literally as I can here. I am at a point in my life that the opportunity to explore the planet is much easier to fathom than it would be even five years from now. Lastly, this little experiment has bolstered a feeling in me to want to create things of meaning that others have at least a passing interest in seeing. The extent to which all of these things last in my consciousness is debatable, but right now as a retrospective I feel like they are semi-permanent revelations.

In conclusion, 28 x 28 ended up being a much more personal experience than I could have predicted. I both further explored my comfort zone while trying my best to take timid steps outside of it. Would I do something like this again? No, probably not. I think day Eighteen is the most solid and damning proof that this kind of process will eventually wear you out. Have I mentioned how embarrassed and sorry I am for Day Eighteen, yet? Still, in subsequent passings of time I hope to one day look back at 28 x 28 as an indication of how I attempted something worthwhile, discovered I am a student of many things and perhaps a master of none, and appreciate whatever output I was able to achieve in my endeavor.

Stay tuned for one more post tomorrow which is going to be more of a personal look forward as well as a retrospective on the last year.